Monday, March 29, 2010
feeling defeated
Well it is beginning. I noticed some light pink discharge when I used the restroom a bit ago. I haven't told my husband because he is at work and I don't need him worrying while he is there. As for me, I am strangely calm, not a tear has fallen down my cheek. Maybe I am calm because I expected this , this is no surprise to me. This is how it started last time. I will call the doctor tomorrow but I already feel defeated. I can't go to the ER because it is too soon to check for a heartbeat and there is just nothing anyone can do if I am losing my luv bug. My gut is still telling me that this isn't going to happen for me. I hope my luv bug is ok but I just don't have much faith and it is a terrible feeling. For now, I will do what they always say, " put your feet up and take it easy"
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oh hun ((((Hugs))))
ReplyDeleteHopes and prayers that it's a much wanted implantation bleed
I'm so sorry you're experiencing this Kortney, but keep the faith. Get in to see your doctor as soon as possible to check things out. Spotting isn't always what we think it is...but I totally understand why you are thinking the worst, I do the exact same thing when I see spotting. But my cousin who is a gynecologist always reminds me to stay calm and hopeful until I'm proven otherwise. (((BIG HUG))) Let us know how things go. Take care.
ReplyDeleteKort...hang in there...prayers on the way. Hope you know how many are nervous with you and sending hugs your way. I know nothing I can say can make you feel better...just know I care!
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